Playing Dress-up with Morgan.....

Morgan still has her dance costumes from when she was like 5 or 6. She put one on Maekayla and we had our own little photo shoot......it was a blast!

Happy Mother's Day!

I love this little dude!

My beautiful family!

Logan and his godparents.....

Mom loved her new gardening hat Maekayla gave her!

For Mother's Day, we all went to mom's house after church for some lunch! We had some great food (Thanks for the ribs Don!), some good laughs and got some fabulous pics of the day! I think I love mother's day more and more.......I always loved my mom and knew she loved me. However, I NEVER could've imagined how deep that love really is......until I myself became a mother! I know that my calling in life is to be a MOM! It's the greatest job I have ever had, and I feel so blessed that God has entrusted me with 2 of His perfect children!

My kiddo's!

Logan at about 7 weeks old.
Maekayla helping me plant flowers.....LOVE her in this hat!

Yes, these are Mr. Potatoe Head's glasses! She's a goober!

Just some new pics of my two favorite kiddo's!

just some pics of our new prince charming!

Logan at 5 weeks 2 days
Me and Logan at 3 weeks old

Logan at 2 weeks old (still a bit yellow)

Logan at 2 weeks old

Logan at 1 week 3 days, after his first sponge bath at home

Day at the Park......

We ventured out for an afternoon of fun with my friend Aimee and her 3 boys! Maekayla fed the ducks, we played on the slides, the swings and in the dirt! She loves her "boys" and has a blast when we all go out together. Here's a few cute pics from our day:

Happy Birthday Maekayla!

Maekayla turned 3 on March 29th! She's growing up so fast! Happy Birthday Baby! Mommy loves you more than life itself!

Logan gets admitted to the hospital.....

I took Logan for his newborn check up on March 24th. He was looking a little "yellow" but nothing that caused concern for the doctor. I thought his eyes were golden so we agreed we should test his jaundice level to be safe. They said if I didn't hear from them with the results that night to just call in the morning. Well at midnight, the pediatrician called me and had me bring Logan straight down to the hospital to be admitted. I was so exhausted from no sleep anyways that it didn't really sink in until I saw them put him in the "billi bed" and tell me I couldn't hold him for the next 24 hours minimum! Then they said I couldn't breast feed so I will have to use a pump........AND Tony had been working 18 hour days so I left him at home sleeping with Maekayla and went on my own! Needless to say I had a nervous breakdown being there all alone and mentally drained! I did good to wait until that morning to start calling my family to let them know where I was. It was a long 36 hours.......28 of which I couldn't hold my new little man! I had to feed him, change him and love him in that bed, under those lights! It was heart breaking and seemed never ending to me!

Logan's Here!!!

On the night of Wednesday March 18. We had just finished watching the "American Idols Results Show"........when I thought I was having contractions again. I had been having them off and on for about a week so I didn't get too excited. At around 10PM I thought my water had broke, but wasn't really sure. My water never broke with Maekayla so this was all new to me since I was induced with her. After about 15 minutes of wondering about the water and the contractions......It became EXTREMELY apparent that I was definatley in labor! I couldn't even talk! My contractions were 2 minutes apart and were pretty much on top of each other with no rest in between. Tony scooped up Maekayla and we were off to the hospital. Tony drove like a maniac to get us there! He had on the flashers and was running red lights and every time he hit the gas or breaks......I was gushing fluids! Thank God I have leather in the Tahoe! Once we got to the hospital, Megan was already there to help us with Maekayla and to lend a loving hand of support! That girl is my ROCK! Maekayla was wide awake at this point! I was dialated to 3 on Tuesday at my doctor's appointment........at 11:30 when they checked me I was at 5. I was praying and begging for my epidural at that point. Once you hit 7, there is no chance of pain control! I admire the women who go all natural.......BUT I am clearly not one of them! About 12:30 I finally got my drugs and upon "reinspection" they found I was completely dialated! This was HUGE for me because it took 12 hours to fully dialate with Maekayla! This was going much much smoother! I was very excited to have Maekayla be a part of this and she was a trooper and she stayed awake until about 3 am! I started pushing at 4! By 4:52, we had a beautiful baby boy! Another HUGE deal for me because Maekayla took 2 hrs 51 min to push out! Logan came much smoother! They did cut my epidural in half and so I felt what I was doing much better than with Maekayla......I really think that helped. Maekayla woke up just as logan was born and was very excited to see what was going on....... Her first reaction was " I think him is sad....I think him wants his mommy and him's daddy"--priceless! And so we became a family of 4!

Logan Malcolm born March 19, 2009 at 4:52 am. Weighing 8lbs 15oz and 21 1/2 inches long!
The New Ferguson Family!

Tony, Pamela, Maekayla and Logan!

One more quick video......

Mae wanted to tell you the "belly button" story and also how she swallowed a button herself!

She is such a character! Now that I know how to do little video uploads.....I have a feeling I will be doing them much more often!

So I know it's been a few weeks.........

We have gotten the nursery all done! Yeah for Tony! It's too cute! Maekayla thinks she is going to sleep in the new baby bed with Logan.....I love her! It's been fun to hear all the things coming out of her mouth lately........For example: We were in the shower the other day and she was very distraught to discover that my belly button was gone! "Mommy, your belly button is gone!"......"Maekayla, where do you think it went?".........." I think Logan ate it and now it's in his belly, we better get you a new one at the grocery store.".................SHE CRACKS ME UP!!!

Tony's work is going great! Business is coming in and checks for our bills are going out---what a trade off! Still waiting on my portion of that $800 billion dollar bail out, BUT it seems that because we work hard to pay our bills and to "live within our means" and provide our own personal health insurance for ourselves AND my hubby is a blue collar construction worker.....WE are not entitiled to any of it! But I can guarentee you that Mr. Obama has no issues with spending my tax dollars to help people who want to moan, groan, gripe and complain about what is NOT being handed to them on a silver platter! UGGGHHH! (Done venting.......)

Moving on to pregnancy: Going great. I start my weekly visits on Monday so that means I am in the home stretch! I actually lost weight at my visit last week, so I am still at only a 24lb weight gain! Yeah me! I told Tony I could lose 24lbs at the hospital and he reminded me that at least 8 of it would be coming back home with us......ha ha ha, he's such a character! LOVE him!

So here's a video of Mae singing her (own version) ABC's! She rocks my world on a daily basis! I love being a stay at home mom! I realize how much I would miss if I had to clock in and out everyday.......although some days I would love to clock out! HA!